I’ve let go in a way that is antithetical to who I am as Ciiku.
What do you do when everything you’ve done is right but you can’t control everything and when things can’t be control and you lose, what can you do?
Last week was a haze. Things went wrong in a way that I never expected them to. I mentioned to a friend that I felt like it was a dream happening.
I was looking at my mood tracker and realised that it would stay in “awful” if I didn’t let go. So I did.
Seems rather simple except for the fact that I sometimes can’t control my tears but for the most part, I’m OK.