How Did I Get Here?

You ever look at your life from an aerial point of view and wonder to yourself “how did I get here?

I do.

These last two years especially.

Recently I told my friend that my self awareness is at an all time high. This includes:

  • I know the things that are problematic about me yet at times have no desire to do anything about it.
  • I know what I should or shouldn’t do yet at times, I do the opposite. And I am (mostly) aware when this is happening. And then again have no desire to do anything about it.

So, how did I get here? ๐Ÿค”

A myriad of things. This life continues to be tricks. We do what we must.

I was told something that made me feel like I should apologise for being seen as a “failure”. Bless their heart, it comes from a “good place” (Boomer train of thought and socialisation). I’m sure they wonder how I got here.

I am here. ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ. And that’s that on that.