You ever look at your life from an aerial point of view and wonder to yourself “how did I get here?”
I do.
These last two years especially.
Recently I told my friend that my self awareness is at an all time high. This includes:
- I know the things that are problematic about me yet at times have no desire to do anything about it.
- I know what I should or shouldn’t do yet at times, I do the opposite. And I am (mostly) aware when this is happening. And then again have no desire to do anything about it.
So, how did I get here? 🤔
A myriad of things. This life continues to be tricks. We do what we must.
I was told something that made me feel like I should apologise for being seen as a “failure”. Bless their heart, it comes from a “good place” (Boomer train of thought and socialisation). I’m sure they wonder how I got here.
I am here. 🤷🏾♀️. And that’s that on that.